As I listen to the space music on this April night, I’m completely drawn in, by the personal and deep connection I feel … the story is full of emotion, sometimes clear, but often swirling with colors and lines not of this world. This music I listen to is like my own creation, on a spiritual level. I feel complete, understood, inspired … validated. Why do I rush to tell others? The contentment is full of meaning inside, cannot be explained and finally does not need approval … my self contained existence spins with energy I receive from this music, and I in turn sing with my soul as it soars through my flute.
Life has detail and outlines of promise as I open the flow of music to the universe – what laid broken in my essence now has wings – hope is full in this world of sound, shimmering spirit full of warmth, leaving the harsh lonely winter in the distance. It is time for celebration, embraces … the shower of cleansing rains wash away all that weighs me down … can you feel the freedom and serenity? The lightness smiles as it floats away, not able to stay … my feet touch the ground as the dark sky returns and the storms rumble once more …
Cari Live
April 2011
